Two quick things...

First, read Letter to a Christian Nation by Sam Harris. Genius!!!


Second, some people are really starting to get on my nerves. You know who you are.

Nothing much else to say. But I definitly feel like a pariah...

Emotion of the day..confused.

man, i really hate the internet. well, not so much the internet but my lack of connection to it. I only seem to have periodic cases of connectivity and not even my ISP can tell me why. I wouldn't mind it so much, but I have to have email. In the end, I could always get some sort of mobile email device.

In other news, things have been weird lately, at home AND here in Fort Worth. I don't know what it is, but people seem to be going through some odd changes that logically make no sense. And anyone who knows me can tell you, I'm all about the logic. Simply put, in these cases, I wish I knew what the F*** was happening.

In addition, I wish people would just come out and say how things are. I hate these games of, "well, you should know what you did" or, let's beat around the bush on certain issues. I hate that. I'm a very direct person so I do not pick up on indirect things. It's unbelieveably frustrating...geez.

Anyway. That's it.

I am back blog. Long time no see.

Well, I finished my first semester of grad school. Good times, good times.

Also, I'm kinda conflicted about the course life is taking. I know what I want, but I'm faced with a path a feel I have no control over. That is completely frustrating, because I'm used to being in control. In the end, I don't know what's worse.

On a lighter note, it's almost Christmas...yay?

Here we go folks..

Im done with Facebook. I barely used it anyway, and these new changes creeped me out. So i'm gone. I'm also off of AIM, Trillian, and pretty much any chat program other than MSN. Long story.


I'm also really busy these days. When I'm free, I feel like I need to be working on something. It's bad. I know.

I just don't care anymore. I'm burned out and frustrated.


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Meh.

I'm sad today. The Croc Hunter died.


I feel a legitimate sense of loss at hearing this news. I can't explain it.

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Not much in terms of goings on.

School starts monday....ugh.

I'm posting random stuff just because. I'm tired of saying the same things over and over again.
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Funny:

--"You don't woo a woman by spending money. You make them feel special..." "Sit with her on a table and give her a kiss over cake...Take her to an art museum where a portrait I painted of her is waiting on display...Accidentally get locked into a department store where we can play with all the merchandise and thwart a robbery."

--"Your entire concept of romance is still based on old John Hughes movies?"

--"Why re-invent the wheel"


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This is so true. Romance is not always about a grand gesture, it's about putting something together that means something on a personal level that can be shared by you and the person you care most about. And if women tell you that it is about the lavish frivilities, then they don't understand it any better than you.

You can laugh, you can feel fine
You can dance with a little twist
Tell you pretty red-head babe, you forget that I exist
Can you see yourself in a battered eye
Would you leave me on the side of the road
Would you walk right up to me, would you talk to me?
Already asking, down on my knees
I'm already begging, begging you please

Can you teach me how to fly?
You see I'm scared to die
I've only just begun to learn to crawl
Can you teach me how to fight?
You can keep me up all night
Would you be there on the ground if I should fall?
Fall for you

I can feel it like a spider's sting
Like a memory in my mouth
I feel like the morning fell, like the bottom's falling out
I can see what's up there above it all, even down in the valley below
I can walk right up to you, I can talk to you
Already asking, down on my knees
I'm already begging, begging you please

Can you teach me how to fly?
You see I'm scared to die
I've only just begun to learn to crawl
Can you teach me how to fight?
You can keep me up all night
Would you be there on the ground if I should fall?
Fall for you
Fall for you

Can you teach me how to fly?
You see I'm scared to die
I've only just begun to learn to crawl
Can you teach me how to fight?
You can keep me up all night
Would you be there on the ground if I should fall?
Fall for you
Fall for you
Fall for you

--Black Lab

You can laugh, you can feel fine
You can dance with a little twist
Tell you pretty red-head babe, you forget that I exist
Can you see yourself in a battered eye
Would you leave me on the side of the road
Would you walk right up to me, would you talk to me?
Already asking, down on my knees
I'm already begging, begging you please

Can you teach me how to fly?
You see I'm scared to die
I've only just begun to learn to crawl
Can you teach me how to fight?
You can keep me up all night
Would you be there on the ground if I should fall?
Fall for you

I can feel it like a spider's sting
Like a memory in my mouth
I feel like the morning fell, like the bottom's falling out
I can see what's up there above it all, even down in the valley below
I can walk right up to you, I can talk to you
Already asking, down on my knees
I'm already begging, begging you please

Can you teach me how to fly?
You see I'm scared to die
I've only just begun to learn to crawl
Can you teach me how to fight?
You can keep me up all night
Would you be there on the ground if I should fall?
Fall for you
Fall for you

Can you teach me how to fly?
You see I'm scared to die
I've only just begun to learn to crawl
Can you teach me how to fight?
You can keep me up all night
Would you be there on the ground if I should fall?
Fall for you
Fall for you
Fall for you

--Black Lab